You know what's harder than devastation?
Acting like the only standing pillar in the midst of the wrack.
Shredding your soul with every laugh you have, every smile you share... I mean what are others have to do with me being the miserable guy I am? they haven't got to deal with my frown.
They say that you cry not out of weakness but because you've been strong long enough...well I can't cry and I could use it. When I sat down, just me, myself and I and tried to see what was going on...It was like an avalanche, a card-castle waiting for that mischievous sneeze to break down. I was so overwhelmed that my only refuge was sleep, only then I couldn't hear my brain talking...
By fear of success, we regress...by fear of friendship we isolate ourselves... by fear of disappointing you, I'll keep my distance...By fear of my own self, I wrote this while asleep.
A perfect chapter as usual, waiting impatiently for more :)
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