Maintenance ...still Posted by B.N.A on 03:56 No comments

You call it hiding... You call it rude... You may say he "socio-vanished" ... I refer to it as self maintenance. I apologize for it might not be well taken by everyone. But I actually can't keep a smiley face and snappy humour 24/7. "Happy by Farrell" is not playing on a loop in my head...gloomy songs and scenarios take turn in there. I've tried to overcome that before, to push the last button and force myself to show what's not truly felt. To be who I am not. To pretend. But in the end the crowd goes home and I am left with a debt of dark energy...

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